I just read through my poems....Its amazing how far I have come in a year. But the poems that I wrote out of passion and then hurt for the same person, still remain dear to my heart. Why? because we have moved on from each other, actually I made it so she would never talk to me again because seeing her was to unbearable. My feelings for her are still there though. Time did not dim how much I love her, and will always love her, and though I find myself wrapped in others embraces she will always be "the one that got away"


On other notes, im trying to get my work visa in place so I can move to seattle, and I seem to have found myself rescueing a horse from slaughter. I LOVE HORSES, and the jackasses that decide to ship perfectly healthy horses, pregnant mares and babies to slaughter deserve to be beaten with a fucking bat....ok *calming down now* you should seriously see some of the videos, here ill attach links, maybe youll know why I am so mad, just remember they are graphic.

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people live under the misconception that its sick horses being sent to slaughter, well its not. My mare that Im looking to rescue is young and she was pregnant, healthy, being shipped to slaughter. I went to an auction a couple months back and the kill buyers bought 5 yearlings (1 year olds) healthy horses being shipped out to feedlots to wait there turn at the chopping block.

done venting, still angry though